Violin recital.
I bombed it.
Bombed= not good.
I had almost absolutely zero confidence cause I was pretty sure my twisted bow (literally, it's twisted, the stick is all wrong) was not going to help me, so...
I guess I pretended that I was confident, but that doesn't help.
Cause my bow was (caution- extreme violin terms ahead) natural-richocheting (definition- bouncing and causing unwelcome vertical vibration because of fear or muscle spasms) and that... just wasn't good.
But I didn't mess up! And Ch1k3n said I was loud, which is good. Not loud as in obnoxious loud, but as in strong loud. As sign of confidence.
I still think I bombed it.
I did.
