I'm burnt out.
For some reason I can't play my violin the way I could five days ago. I'm sure it was all that practice.
I lost the fire.
I can't do anything about it, and it's the recital tonight.
I mean, I can still play the piece, it's just that it doesn't have the 'masterness' it used do. It's flat now, it's not filled with character anymore, no matter how hard I try at it.
I wonder how it's going to go tonight...
